Friday, July 19, 2013

Butterflies

I am looking forward to a sunflower and butterfly painting I will begin working on this weekend.  The passing of my father actually has amazing symbolic significance associated with this freelance project.  Butterflies have always had symbolic meaning to me.  As we all know, a butterfly starts out its life as a caterpillar and then enters a cocoon where he transforms, changes, and emerges as a beautiful butterfly. 

Many ancient cultures have attached meaning to this transformation from cocoon to butterfly.  The symbol represents the impermanence and instability of earthly life and as such represents the process of a soul's journey living in the cocoon from an earthly body to a heavenly body once in the butterfly form.  I really like and connect with this association.

I do not believe in superstitions, however, I do believe in timing.  Allow me to share an experience with you so that you can see why I have such a strong connection to the symbolism of Butterflies.  About six years ago I recieved a call to do a painting of butterflies and sunflowers on a glass window above her front door.  Just as I was finishing the final brushstroke, I had received a call informing me that my neighbor across the street had passed.  That window painting (seen below) became a beautiful representation to me of that transformation, and knowing this, it gave me peace about his passing.  Two weekends ago today, I received a phone call to do another painting of sunflowers and butterflies, but this time on her slider.  Three days later, I learn of my father's passing.  Keep in mind, I had not spoken to this woman since I left her house with the completed butterfly and sunflower painting.




Although every once in a while I have my moments of thinking about Dad, I actually am not mourning him.  Because of "Timing" and my personal significance to these Butterfly window paintings, I actually feel transformed from within, and truly believe, as the ancient cultures did, that Dad has left his earthly body (in the cocoon) and has transformed into a beautiful butterfly (the heavenly body).

This morning when I walked into work, it was nice to see that confirmation.  There was yellowish white monarch like butterfly on the outside of a window pane.  I went up to check it out...and it flew away.


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