I am looking forward to a sunflower and butterfly painting I will begin working on this weekend. The passing of my father actually has amazing symbolic significance associated with this freelance project. Butterflies have always had symbolic meaning to me. As we all know, a butterfly starts out its life as a caterpillar and then enters a cocoon where he transforms, changes, and emerges as a beautiful butterfly.
Many ancient cultures have attached meaning to this transformation from cocoon to butterfly. The symbol represents the impermanence and instability of earthly life and as such represents the process of a soul's journey living in the cocoon from an earthly body to a heavenly body once in the butterfly form. I really like and connect with this association.
I do not believe in superstitions, however, I do believe in timing. Allow me to share an experience with you so that you can see why I have such a strong connection to the symbolism of Butterflies. About six years ago I recieved a call to do a painting of butterflies and sunflowers on a glass window above her front door. Just as I was finishing the final brushstroke, I had received a call informing me that my neighbor across the street had passed. That window painting (seen below) became a beautiful representation to me of that transformation, and knowing this, it gave me peace about his passing. Two weekends ago today, I received a phone call to do another painting of sunflowers and butterflies, but this time on her slider. Three days later, I learn of my father's passing. Keep in mind, I had not spoken to this woman since I left her house with the completed butterfly and sunflower painting.
Although every once in a while I have my moments of thinking about Dad, I actually am not mourning him. Because of "Timing" and my personal significance to these Butterfly window paintings, I actually feel transformed from within, and truly believe, as the ancient cultures did, that Dad has left his earthly body (in the cocoon) and has transformed into a beautiful butterfly (the heavenly body).
This morning when I walked into work, it was nice to see that confirmation. There was yellowish white monarch like butterfly on the outside of a window pane. I went up to check it out...and it flew away.
Friday, July 19, 2013
Monday, July 8, 2013
Fastest web site I've designed
No, I'm not bragging.....actually I am sitting here in amazement. Yesterday I met with a guy named Wayne. He wanted a website. A simple one. THIS was definitely simple. Granted the web coding was done for me already in the form of a free template....but from start to finish it took a total of 5 hours. Why couldn't it take me that long to design my website! Here's Wayne's Art: http://www.waynerouseart.com
Wednesday, July 3, 2013
Keeping Track of Milestones...
I have neglected to keep up with my handmade scrapbook. As a result, little nuances in Tucker's growing milestones, have not been recorded. The last truly recorded month in my Scrapbook was January :-(
Fortunately, I have been keeping somewhat up-to-date through this creative online journal. Granted, it captures only the major memory moments, but at least I can print out what I've contributed here to fill up Febuary through June (Yeah....that's only half a year....NO PROBLEM!). It's really the little details that I am really missing out on. Now I am going to test my memory, review the past six months, and see if any tiny milestones come to the surface.
I will start with the most recent:
7/2/2013 - Tucker has been making progress in the forming sentences department. He was done eating his fishsticks and had a few left over. I told him to take the container and bring them to daddy in the kitchen. He took the container over to daddy and said "Daddy, all done with fish sticks"
6/1-6/28 - This month a social development has occured. At daycare he has always played played both individually and with others. He has started though to identify his "friends" His good buddy there that he plays with the most is Gavin who is only a couple months younger than him. For instance, after he's been picked up and we're at home, I'll ask Tucker "Who did you play with at Carla's today" and he'll reply "Gavin"...Apparently there are NO OTHER kids to play with there. But I'll also ask him who his friend is, and he'll say Gavin.
Tucker is making an effort to count and identify letters. Also, he interacts really well with his "Super WHY" show. It is very educational and entertaining all at the same time. For instance, when Pig hammers his "alphabet tool box" and the letters pop up on the screen, Tucker sometimes repeats the letters. And then when Pig asks "Where's the 'R'?" He can sometimes point to the correct letter. Another thing Tucker and I do is when we're coloring, I keep showing him how to make the letter 'T'
We tried doing the potty training thing too. He knows how to, but apparently would rather go in the diaper. Oh well, I worked hard on that too when I had the time off between two jobs, but now that I'm working full time, and he's not doing it 100% of the time for Carla, I have decided that it was a passing fad. At least I'm still sitting him on the potty first thing in the morning and last thing at night. I'd say it's about half my fault for not being consistent/persistant about it.
This was the month when he really started perfecting the Sommersault. At the beginning of the month he was beginning to get the concept and when he would only do a "half" sommersault he would have this incredibly cute and goofy smile and exclaim "Awe..Miss"
Video of Tucker doing sommersault:
https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=145349178990594&l=418934534472315018
<iframe src="https://www.facebook.com/video/embed?video_id=145349178990594" width="640" height="480" frameborder="0"></iframe>
and exclaim "Awe..Miss"
Fortunately, I have been keeping somewhat up-to-date through this creative online journal. Granted, it captures only the major memory moments, but at least I can print out what I've contributed here to fill up Febuary through June (Yeah....that's only half a year....NO PROBLEM!). It's really the little details that I am really missing out on. Now I am going to test my memory, review the past six months, and see if any tiny milestones come to the surface.
I will start with the most recent:
7/2/2013 - Tucker has been making progress in the forming sentences department. He was done eating his fishsticks and had a few left over. I told him to take the container and bring them to daddy in the kitchen. He took the container over to daddy and said "Daddy, all done with fish sticks"
6/1-6/28 - This month a social development has occured. At daycare he has always played played both individually and with others. He has started though to identify his "friends" His good buddy there that he plays with the most is Gavin who is only a couple months younger than him. For instance, after he's been picked up and we're at home, I'll ask Tucker "Who did you play with at Carla's today" and he'll reply "Gavin"...Apparently there are NO OTHER kids to play with there. But I'll also ask him who his friend is, and he'll say Gavin.
Tucker is making an effort to count and identify letters. Also, he interacts really well with his "Super WHY" show. It is very educational and entertaining all at the same time. For instance, when Pig hammers his "alphabet tool box" and the letters pop up on the screen, Tucker sometimes repeats the letters. And then when Pig asks "Where's the 'R'?" He can sometimes point to the correct letter. Another thing Tucker and I do is when we're coloring, I keep showing him how to make the letter 'T'
We tried doing the potty training thing too. He knows how to, but apparently would rather go in the diaper. Oh well, I worked hard on that too when I had the time off between two jobs, but now that I'm working full time, and he's not doing it 100% of the time for Carla, I have decided that it was a passing fad. At least I'm still sitting him on the potty first thing in the morning and last thing at night. I'd say it's about half my fault for not being consistent/persistant about it.
This was the month when he really started perfecting the Sommersault. At the beginning of the month he was beginning to get the concept and when he would only do a "half" sommersault he would have this incredibly cute and goofy smile and exclaim "Awe..Miss"
Video of Tucker doing sommersault:
https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=145349178990594&l=418934534472315018
<iframe src="https://www.facebook.com/video/embed?video_id=145349178990594" width="640" height="480" frameborder="0"></iframe>
and exclaim "Awe..Miss"
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